I know maybe what happened this afternoon was hard for you, I know maybe it was hard for you. But believe me, I told you the truth..

Every second we're apart because of my mistakes feels like losing my compass at sea. I realize how precious you are, not just as a lover, but as a home to which my heart always yearns to return. Seeing you hurt is the hardest punishment for me..

I promise I will fix this little by little, but please smile again, be cheerful again. I really miss you..